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🐱 I even couldn't afford a semibasement room. I started working at that time. I did the delivery part time job, took lessons, and I had a motorcycle accident when I just started working. After 10 years, finally I did the shoulder surgery. I felt so dark at that time.➕
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🐱I stayed in my room and didn't wash up during 2 weeks. I couldn't go out bcs I was afraid. "now I couldn't go to the college, and I even had a accident then my shoulder got hurt, what will my life be? " I kept thinking about it. I felt so sad for what I had kept doing.➕
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🐱 There's no program like <show me the money>. I felt confused. The company asked me about my shoulder, but I was worried that I might be fired if I told them that I had a accident when i was doing part time jobs, so I just told them that I fell down from the stairs.➕
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🐱 Then the company gave me the college tuition and waited for me. I still feel it so dark when I think of that time.
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cr.ERULE_1204
If you could send a letter to your past self, what would you write?
🐱 "Don't be afraid. Don't worry. " I want to tell myself that don't be anxious, and don't think too much.
Any parts that you think you could've been better in the past?
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🐱 I the past there're many parts about myself that I felt I could've been better, but nothing at present. Even when I made mistakes, when I failed, those moments gather and make who I am. Now when I feel regretful, I don't want myself to be too greedy.
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cr.veinof94
The one following his personal preference and the one matching up with others, which one are you closer to?
🐱 I feel more comfortable to match up with others. It has nothing to do with personal preference. I'm even not good at choosing the food menu.
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🐱 It happened when I considered to choose what I wanted to eat, then 2-3 hours past, and I didn't have meals. I think besides working, there's nothing that we have to do like this. So I feel that it's more comfortable to match up with others.➕
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🐱 And if this kind of feeling gets stronger, it can be love. Because love has many types.
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Omg😭😭😭
kookie said he saw a ghost while he's washing his hair. Because of its fair skin, kookie thought it's Suga hyung. He wanted to greet to hyung then went to the room, but there's nobody but him.
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cr.ERULE_1204
What are you into recently?
🐱 I'm working on the external projects. There're several projects starting at the same time, so i feel confused (tired). Besides music, there's nothing that I'm into particularly.
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What do you think about before you go to sleep?
🐱 I don't think much. When I think about one point, other thoughts will come to my mind and make me keep thinking. If it goes like this until 2am, I'll start to regret "why did I promise I would do this? "➕
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🐱 "Why did I say I would do it? Even now, should I say I can't do that? Ah, what should I do? No much time left until the deadline. I won't do other things after finishing this one. " But next time I just receive it and work on it. And everytime I feel regretful in the same way.
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Is there any dream that you don't wanna wake up from?
🐱 Sometimes I think this reality might be a dream. In the dream-like world, maybe I live a life with just doing what I want, just seeing what i want. Then there're many moments filled with happiness. ➕
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🐱 If now it's a dream, I don't wanna wake up.
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Is there anything you want to prove to yourself, not to this world?
🐱 nothing now. I think about if there is anything I need to prove. All the things I'm working on are going well. Though it's right that I need to show better works, but for myself,➕
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🐱 results and awards are not that meaningful. But it'd be nice if I receive it. (laughs) Though I enjoy new challenges, I don't want to do things that I can't do. If there's a challenge in the new field, maybe there's something that I need to prove to myself.➕
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cr.ERULE_1204
The words that can motivate you nowadays?
🐱 I used to get motivation when people accused me, but now I'm don't get motivation particularly. On the contrary, I can't feel big motivation from compliments. Instead of the words from other people,➕
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🐱 I get more motivation from my own words. When I was young, I was not that good, so if I wrote songs, it's not easy to get those songs passed. But nowadays, in most situation, I get ok from what I'm working on, so it becomes a fight with myself. "Is it the best I can do?➕
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🐱 Is it good? Shouldn't it be more creative than this one? " I keep telling it to myself.
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cr.ERULE_ 1204
The first place that means a lot to you?
🐱 It's the studio that I got when I first came to Seoul. The company was finding composers, so I got the studio as a composer. It's my first time to get a studio with sound insulation.➕
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🐱 There're studios like that in Daegu as well, but I'm not rich, so I couldn't work in that kind of studio when I worked alone. I felt fantastic. At that time, I worked with the composer hyungs and noonas of the company in that studio.
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🐱 Hello, ARMYs, I'm Suga. This album is only for ARMYs. I hope you enjoy it comfortably. Thank you so much for staying with us during 9 years. Instead of the days we've been together, I hope there'll be more days we can spend together. Thank you, and I love you all, sincerely. twitter.com/KooMu_twt/stat…
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🗣 You like write?
🐱 Yeah
🗣 Are you writing?
🐱 Yeah
(he's a producer)
🗣 You produce too?
🐱 Yeah
🗣 You play piano?
🐱 Yeah
🗣 What else?
🐱 Piano, guitar ...
🗣 You play guitar too...🧐 I can play twinkle twinkle little star
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