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cr. annie_0113
Is "me of the past" different from "me of the present"?
🐱 They're different. In the past, I had many negative thoughts such as worries, concerns and regrets. Even not long ago, I had those worries and felt painful as well. But nowadays I've let them go. ➕
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🐱 But now I just accept it "So I'm the kind of person who might be scolded. But I live my life not for making them satisfied, so don't need to care about that. " and I keep going with holding my weakness.
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cr. annie_0113
Is there any way to get along well with "my weakness"?
🐱 Just accept that the weakness is also part of me. In that past, when I heard something not good, I would say "it's not me ok? that's really not true? "
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🐱 I still remember those memories when I worked on<HYYH pt.1>, and they're fun. We also made big progress since then. The Intro was made remade over 20 times. At last, i thought I would really run away if it couldn't be passed. I felt I couldn't do that.
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🐱 For almost a month, I ate, slept and wrote songs in that small studio. So it's the album that I love and hate.
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cr. annie_0113
What's the most meaningful album for you?
🐱 <HYYH pt.1> and <HYYH pt.2> are both meaningful similarly. Later I heard that in some parts, they thought of me and set the overall concept of the album. So I also made the Intro for these two album.
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🐱 It feels like these words are made to manage people easily. The situation keeps changing, but how could people live the same life. The important thing is how they're changing. I think there aren't worries to have changes.
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cr. annie_0113
What has changed and what haven't changed as time goes by?
🐱 There's nothing that doesn't change. Everything has changed. "original motivation " is always mentioned, but I don't like that. "Think about the period when you're nothing. "
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cr. annie_0113
In your opinion, how old are you in your heart?
🐱 I feel I'm stiil like 24, 25 years old. I don't change too much comparing with that time, also maybe I feel that way because I'm living a busy life.
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🐱 When everything goes well, "we've done it well, so now it's time to prove. " It's like that until now. I think what we have done made who we are now.
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🐱 So I feel I have to be successful commercially. Because I need to show the value that the client wants. I feel stressed at that time. Every moment of BTS has shown the proof. When it's not going well, "it doesn't work out, so now it's time to prove."
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When is the "proof time"?
🐱When I was young, I thought it's important to prove. It's important to show my abilities. When I work on my songs as Agust D, especially when I work on the external projects, I think "if I wasn't BTS SUGA, would those people really choose me? "
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🐱 but I'm not sure if I can regard myself as a honest person. We can't say it's that person just according to one thing. I think all of those sides are who I am. Being calm when it's time to be calm, being funny when it's time to be funny,➕
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🐱 being messed up when it's time to be messed up, being cool when it's time to be cool. There're many kinds of me inside me, so I'll show them depending on the situation.
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cr. annie_0113
What is "the real me" like?
🐱 I still don't know it well. It changes a lot with situation and my mood. It seems like I'm the kind of person who are trying to not decorate myself too much. Maybe some people think it's honest, ➕
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cr.annie__0113
Any special ways to control emotion?
🐱 don't give meaning to emotion. From the moment you give meaning to it, you're becoming painful. If there're good things, just regard them as good things. It's in the same way when there're bad things.
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🐱 For me, members are my colleagues, and they're also my friends for lifetime.
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🐱 The colleagues in the company don't have to be close. Of course we had fights and arguments. But fortunately good people gathered together and we've been more than a family. We can know what others think just looking at their eyes. I don't have many friends.➕
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cr.annie__0113
The indispensable thing in your daily life?
🐱 I realized it during the covid period. It'll be so boring without members. It's not easy to keep a relationship like family during the group promotion. I think it's ok if people are not close.➕
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cr.annie__0113
Do you believe the fate?
🐱 No, I don't. Life is made by our own. There could be a golden opportunity in some unexpected situations. But that might put all those personal choices together, then the opportunity which pretends to be the fate just comes.
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Yoonie also mentioned he could keep a peaceful mood, and he thought it might be influenced by his hometown Daegu where he was born and grew up.
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cr.annie__0113
Oh my heart 🥺
🐱 When I was young, I learned from my father that I should hold my emotion back in my life. Even though there's something happy, it's good to hide the happiness feeling. Can't be angry easily or cry. Control the emotion, and control the waste.
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