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hahahhaa. you are, though. we can both be dove cameron !! twitter.com/gxnne/status/1…
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hey i love u . so much
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i’m so happy u are loving #OutOfTouch keep streaming if u love meeeee
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i love u guys sm 💫
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actually, send me your favorite #OutOfTouch stills . i’m making a collage
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you’re welcome . wait for 2020 t.co/yuTI0n9uFq
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whos streaming #OutOfTouch 🥰🥰🥰
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baby I hope that it’s you
youtu.be/KUyEs5SRxuc
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youtu.be/KUyEs5SRxuc !!!!!!
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it’s out
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#OutOfTouch already out in some territories 🥰🥺💣
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🔌🔪🔌
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any way, i’m taking off on a flight back to LA now. thank you , all of you who leave room for me to be sad (for a reason you might not know, or might not have read about), thank you to those of you who leave room for me to be wherever i am, even if you don’t get to understand
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it is, but it’s also damaging that they already think they know, and that they assume that what they know about me is all there IS to know about me. so when they talk about my life in “highlights” like that’s the entirety of it, it encourages a narrow view of depression/trauma. twitter.com/SWIMinClRCLES/…
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humans are complex. & attempting to sum up trauma/depression with ONE event that we can all point to, leaves little to no room for me to be dealing with my own things, as we all are. you dont know everything about someone’s life, even if you think you do. even if you want to.
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as much as i feel is healthy for me. but my trauma, my depression, my anxiety and whatever falls in between those things, or goes along with those things, or has a cause and effect relationship with those things, is very complex and varied, every day. because
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is very diminishing of the human experience of pain. those things, those losses, define me in so many ways. but to say that they are the only sources of pain and sadness in my life, is simply not true. i attempt to talk about my mental health as much as i feel is reasonable
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many deaths, losses, many things that you could literally point to and say “it’s probably that”. and while those things are massive contributing factors, and everyone holds grief and loss differently, i sometimes feel that defining sadness or suffering/any and all pain (cont)
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seeing some articles speculating about “why” i must be “sad”, & feeling very frustrated with how the media/some people portray mental health. yes, many things have happened in my life, there are probably many easily summarized reasons that an outsider could easily grasp, or label
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friday.
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just finished watching, and @MelissaBenoist is a fucking hero. talking about something as complex & layered as intimate partner violence so openly, as she did, is a massive feat & such a selfless act that will hopefully heal so many. we can all only hope to be as brave as she is.
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also: i know therapy isn’t something everyone has access to/can afford, & i wish that wasn’t the case. but in whatever way you can, whatever you have access to; please prioritize your inner state/mental health. before you can help anyone else, you must help yourself. you matter.
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just out of another therapy/intensive trauma session. feeling a bit lighter, but also heavily reminded of just how much real work i have to do/pain i have to untangle. this life is hard, y’all. and mental health/needing help is nothing to be ashamed of. take care of yourselves.🖤
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oh also tommy & i went to the movies the other night & ate at @Cheesecake & apparently a table of young fans PAID FOR OUR MEAL before we could & then DIPPED. and i need to say. that’s the cutest shit that’s ever happened to me, and whoever you are, you da real ones