So, here's the plan. We're not gonna be able to play Bloodborne tonight (for unrelated reasons and much to my dismay), but this comes as something of a silver lining. I'll be able to use that now empty day for the diagnosis talk, and so...
so, I got diagnosed. at 9PM JST tonight, i'll be explaining what happened, how I feel, and hopefully sharing my experiences as someone who's been put through the mental health system for many years. More below: youtu.be/JsSCzs3Sa7k
(1/?) My intentions in sharing my experiences have to do with my personal gripes with how difficult it can be to get help with more severe conditions; I feel that if I share my experience, I'll be able to encourage more of you to seek the help you need.
(2/?) I'm also always at a loss for how mental health stigma is very much alive and well. I live in the UK where it isn't as much of a problem, and I still dealt with self-doubt and shame over whether I should even bother sharing what I've been going through.
(3/?) Some people who follow me might either be unknowingly participating in mental health stigma, or may also be victims of it. Other parts of the world aren't as fortunate as to even have a system at all, and if I can make the smallest dent in that issue, I would do so happily.
(4/?) HEAVY trigger warning for sufferers of mental illness who want to watch this stream, as I'll be delving into heavy topics and sharing some aspects of my life (not in full detail) that have been deeply traumatic. I'll absolutely understand if you want to skip this one.
(5/5) For those who do want to watch this though, thank you. I feel an immense weight being lifted even as I write this, knowing that the next stage of my life is about to begin. If you're on your own journey to a better mind, I'm happy to be on that road with you. ❤️
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Going live 30 minutes later than planned, my alarm didn't wake me up 🫠 why today
Live now with a discussion about mental health and yes, I am nervous: youtu.be/JsSCzs3Sa7k
ありがとう
So I have been diagnosed with combined ADHD, and have been told that during treatment I will most likely also be diagnosed with complex PTSD. I am happy and comforted beyond words that I can share this and feel happy and loved by you even still. If you need help, it's out there!
The world is full of hope
Decided to spend the night with akumama and papakuma. I'll head home in the morning. Thanks again for everything my love, I'll see you tonight 🥰
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