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xiaojun talked about bella's separation anxiety 😭 he said he always wondered what he'd did wrong so bella had this anxiety, and then after looking through old videos he realised it wasn't something he did, that this problem had been happening since birth, it only got worse
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in the past even when she was super small, when they left her alone she'd just keep whimpering and drooling, that's how he concluded she suffered from this since young. he said even though he's trying hard, its just impossible that he can be w her 24/7.
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even when he brings her to the gym, when he moves around the equipment, once he changes location and bella can't see him she'll start crying again. xiaojun said yes people have told him to search the net to see what can be done and it recommends to bring her on walks etc.-
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xiaojun said he's really trying his best to set aside time for bella. recently members have been asking him to eat out etc, but he refused for this reason. as she grows, its only gotten worse so its hard for him to leave the dorm (and her) 😭😭😭
this really breaks my heart...
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“it really worried, frustrated me, i wondered what on earth i did wrong so bella had this separation anxiety. i really searched and reflected on myself” 😭💗
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“but bella’s anxiety is severe to the point that even with the meds, which is supposed to have her feeling calm and have good sleep in 8 hours, she can’t even sleep. she just quietly sits and waits for xiaojun while clearly dozing off, but firmly refusing to even fall asleep” 😥
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it's so apparent that bella's anxiety has been stressing xiaojun out so much all this time and he's only opened up to us now, can't imagine the burden he must've felt like this, he's been going all out to be the best carer for bella and yet there's still that guilt with him.. 😭
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just xiaojun brushing his long hair behind his ears 🥹💕
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look at xiaojun trying to contain his excitement 😭😭😭
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THIS ENDING SHOT and then yuxiao leaning heads I’M
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god this xiaojun shot in slowmo 😵💫💫😵💫💫😵💫 just main character things really
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ten asked hendery what he's been up to recently and hendery said i've been waiting for your return 😭
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LMAO yangyang's tmi is that along with ten there were managers that went back to china for really long too and yy said that when the manager saw them for the first time yesterday he told xiaojun and yangyang that they've "grown up so much" 😭 but hendery didn't change
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hendery said it's been very long since they were all five present in the car, it feels fuller and he can finally really let his vocals loose and told them not to mind his singing 😭
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xiaojun said now with ten, with all 5 of them dancing together he'll have more strength, he says its because when ten is there he's usually always watching ten dance because he can learn more from him
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ten said when he was in china xiaojun would always send videos of them practicing to him. xiaojun said its because he doesn't want ten to feel left out, like he's alone out there so he often shares videos 😭😭😭
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all of them moved closer together to fit everyone in the frame and ten was like "i can smell the scent of love" LOL
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ten said he's thinking of arranging a tranditional chinese style type choreography for wayv to do, ten said to anticipate
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