501
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:14AM
: the moment i put something in my mouth
: i’m curious if it’ll go past the expiration date
: is there a future?
: or will it somewhat pile up..?
: was there a plan in the first place..
502
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:16AM
: i think about these unnecessary thoughts while lying on my bed everyday
: but aren’t you curious?!?!
: it’s like fate is just a glorified coincidence
: i write these things in my memo everyday.. i somehow wanted to share it w you by having a conversation
503
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:20AM
: hahahahahaha it’s boring
: i’m not a fun person..
: i’m actually not really the type to want to be funny
: still, i don’t want to live like a flowing water. i like to hit the waves
: i don’t want to be swept away
504
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:22AM
: it’s just that i think calm water will be cold
: i think waves will be warm so like it
: it’s such a big nonsense party
: actually, you don’t have to answer!
: i just thought that at least one person might relate to this type of talk
505
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:26AM
: i didn’t think about these thoughts while lying down today, they’re just
: thoughts that came while i was spacing out in front of my desk
506
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:27AM
: i draw when i’m spacing out
: rather than drawing with my hands, i draw it in my head
: it’s nice that it becomes complete without any error
507
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:28AM
: the moment i get up, come to my senses and pick up the pencil
: it flies away
: then i just close my eyes again?
: then i slowly get sleepy
: then i eventually fall asleep
: hahahahahaha isn’t it funny
508
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:31AM
: the canvas that i thought was completed today and rather not have in front of me again
: when i added oil on top
: i messed it up so i’m in despair
: hahahahahahaha
509
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:32AM
: i was about to sleep on 11pm but it’s already 1:30am..
: i don’t read books these days,,
: i liked novels but it feels like i’m dreaming cos it’s unrealistic
: i used to like essays too but i kept on saying i’m not a naught boy (?) so we somehow drifted
510
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:36AM
: actually, i also think i don’t watch these days not because i’m sleepy
: i don’t watch any movies or dramas
: why is that?!
511
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:39AM
: i used to watch other people’s love, fight, sadness, gloominess in the past, i liked these type of things
: but it feels like the size of my emotions is slowly getting smaller
: i’m slowly becoming an adult too
512
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:42AM
: actually, i was like that when it snowed too
: you’ll probably be disappointed in me
: but it’s not as exciting like before
: i still like it a lot when it snows now
: it goes bangbang before now it’s bambam..? [sound of snow]
: it’s hardㅠ
513
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:44AM
: it feels like i’m running a bar on top of my room
: it’s like lying down and looking up at the night sky with a bar on top
: even though you probably don’t know what i’m talking about
: still, i like talking and sharing with you~~ so i’ll talk [cutely]
514
515
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:50AM
: anyway~
: i had these kind of thoughts today
: although i’ll probably have thoughts about this and that tomorrow as well
: among those, i thought of y/n, it felt like i’m [actually] texting you
516
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:51AM
: i’m going to go to sleep now, good night❣️
517
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 2:01AM
: it’s because it somehow felt uncomfortable
: it’s the same for me, whenever first snow comes this time too running to it remains the same
: and there are things that i liked before that i’ll continuously like
: i’m trying to do that~
518
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 3:20PM
: HJT (hyunjin time)
519
220102 ✧ instagram post ♡
☃️🤍
#straykids #lovestay
520
220103 ✦ 💭🥟 1:01AM
: sleep well❣️
521
220103 ✦ 💭🥟 1:44PM
: did you have a good lunch?
522
220104 ✦ 💭🥟 2:34AM
: i went to look at snow with lee know hyung for a bit n just came back
: lee know hyung said to watch spiderman together?
: that hyung’s gonna watch it with me anyway
t/n: leeknow told stays on 💭 to ask hyunjin if he wants to watch the new spiderman tgt
523
220104 ✦ 💭🥟 2:36AM
: i actually don't know if it's snow or not.. but i got some fresh air and went back
524
220104 ✦ 💭🥟 2:37AM
: but will i have time to watch it..? i can’t watch movies late night these days
: at y/n’s house? hahahahahahaha
: even if i go, i won’t..be able to watch it..?
525
220104 ✦ 💭🥟 2:43AM
: i’m sleepy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my eyes are closing...
: good night!!!❣️