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220102 ✦ 💭🥟 2:01AM
: it’s because it somehow felt uncomfortable
: it’s the same for me, whenever first snow comes this time too running to it remains the same
: and there are things that i liked before that i’ll continuously like
: i’m trying to do that~
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220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:51AM
: i’m going to go to sleep now, good night❣️
1553
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:50AM
: anyway~
: i had these kind of thoughts today
: although i’ll probably have thoughts about this and that tomorrow as well
: among those, i thought of y/n, it felt like i’m [actually] texting you
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220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:44AM
: it feels like i’m running a bar on top of my room
: it’s like lying down and looking up at the night sky with a bar on top
: even though you probably don’t know what i’m talking about
: still, i like talking and sharing with you~~ so i’ll talk [cutely]
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220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:42AM
: actually, i was like that when it snowed too
: you’ll probably be disappointed in me
: but it’s not as exciting like before
: i still like it a lot when it snows now
: it goes bangbang before now it’s bambam..? [sound of snow]
: it’s hardㅠ
1557
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:39AM
: i used to watch other people’s love, fight, sadness, gloominess in the past, i liked these type of things
: but it feels like the size of my emotions is slowly getting smaller
: i’m slowly becoming an adult too
1558
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:36AM
: actually, i also think i don’t watch these days not because i’m sleepy
: i don’t watch any movies or dramas
: why is that?!
1559
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:32AM
: i was about to sleep on 11pm but it’s already 1:30am..
: i don’t read books these days,,
: i liked novels but it feels like i’m dreaming cos it’s unrealistic
: i used to like essays too but i kept on saying i’m not a naught boy (?) so we somehow drifted
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220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:31AM
: the canvas that i thought was completed today and rather not have in front of me again
: when i added oil on top
: i messed it up so i’m in despair
: hahahahahahaha
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220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:28AM
: the moment i get up, come to my senses and pick up the pencil
: it flies away
: then i just close my eyes again?
: then i slowly get sleepy
: then i eventually fall asleep
: hahahahahaha isn’t it funny
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220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:27AM
: i draw when i’m spacing out
: rather than drawing with my hands, i draw it in my head
: it’s nice that it becomes complete without any error
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220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:26AM
: i didn’t think about these thoughts while lying down today, they’re just
: thoughts that came while i was spacing out in front of my desk
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220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:22AM
: it’s just that i think calm water will be cold
: i think waves will be warm so like it
: it’s such a big nonsense party
: actually, you don’t have to answer!
: i just thought that at least one person might relate to this type of talk
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220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:20AM
: hahahahahaha it’s boring
: i’m not a fun person..
: i’m actually not really the type to want to be funny
: still, i don’t want to live like a flowing water. i like to hit the waves
: i don’t want to be swept away
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220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:16AM
: i think about these unnecessary thoughts while lying on my bed everyday
: but aren’t you curious?!?!
: it’s like fate is just a glorified coincidence
: i write these things in my memo everyday.. i somehow wanted to share it w you by having a conversation
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220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:14AM
: the moment i put something in my mouth
: i’m curious if it’ll go past the expiration date
: is there a future?
: or will it somewhat pile up..?
: was there a plan in the first place..
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220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:12AM
: right, if you know the future, will it really happen as it is
: won’t it change..?
: what if you were supposed to fall down now, but someone helped you..?
: i’m planning to drink cola right now but i’m somewhat a naughty boy so i drank sprite instead
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220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:09AM
: will it be fun if the future is decided?
: well they'll probably find something fun in there right?
: but i just wanna know my future
: i don't like being spoiled, but i’m curious,,
: i wonder if you’ll continue to like me even if you see this text?
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220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:07AM
: it gets boring too and not much left hahaha (about time)
: when i turn 30, i wonder what i’ll be doing then..?
: i mean, i can’t even know right away what i need to do tomorrow
: right i’m gonna practice heh
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220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:04AM
: 23 years old,,
: it feels like yesterday when i was just 22 years old
: it was (literally) just a few days ago heh
: time is both really fast and slow
1572
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:03AM
: it’s already january 2nd, but..?
: it feels like 2022 is already proceeding
1573
220102 ✦ 💭🥟 1:02AM
: oh
: 1/2, 1am 2mins
t/n: jan 2 and 1:02am (12;12)
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220101 ✧ instagram post ♡
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#straykids #lovestay
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220101 ✦ 💭🥟 1:29PM
: i pa..ssed out
: hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
: when i opened my eyes lee know hyungie was beside me