“r u ok” no i’m thinking about how every time hua cheng bullies eming it’s actually the resentment he directed at himself because eming is the red eye that he ripped out at mount tonglu but the same red eye caused him to be abused as a child because it was “ugly” and “cursed”
hua cheng feeling unworthy and resenting himself because he wasn’t able to protect xie lian vs hua cheng being determined to protect xie lian after witnessing how much xie lian suffered