330
beyoncé: “if i were a boy”
me: RESTART IT
332
waiting for him to say “i can fix her” abt me
341
“it is what it is” whole time i look like this
342
everyday i think “it couldn’t possibly get worse” then it literally does
343
if i fix u and u play me, i’m re-traumatizing u
345
me every time a pretty girl calls me pretty
347
i keep everything bottled up bc i think no one will understand me
350
me remembering he used to kiss other girls before me
